〔043〕期货与抬杠与叛徒与组织考验

插曲

I wish that life was like it is in the movies
'Cause the hero always gets his way
No matter how hard it gets on that dark lonely road
At the end he's got a smile on his face

But when they threw me out to the lions
No one saved me as I fell from your grace
And no one wrote me new lines for what I said wrong
And what I did wrong I could not erase

And this is real life, this is real love
This is real pain, that much I'm sure of
These are real tears
These are real fears, inside that I can't hide

I wish that I could be your white knight in armor
With an army just to bring you back home
But I'll admit I'm scared of dialing your number
But someone else is gonna answer the phone
Why can't it be like it is on TV?
When the orchestra plays and you come back to me

This is real life, this is real love
This is real pain, that much I'm sure of
These are real tears
These are real fears, inside, I can't hide

This real life, this real love
These are real wounds I'm bleeding from
And I realize this is real

I always thought that our love was a storybook tale
God knows that I'd never dreamed in the end it would fail

This is real life, this is real love
This is real pain, that much I'm sure of
These are real tears
These are real fears, inside, I can't hide

This real life, this is real love
These are real wounds I'm bleeding from
And I realize this is real

前言

怎么说呢，之前我解释近十年来「路是自己选的，慢慢来」的动机的时候，反复强调「零和负之间当然选零」，想必很多读者不以为然，色目情报掮客更是得意忘形肆无忌惮嘲笑「缩卵怂货窝囊废」什么的。那么到了应景的现在，一觉醒来摇身一变成为大负翁的耍钱的朋友们有啥想法？

至于为啥我的觉悟和警惕性那么高，也反复强调过了，想必读者没有亲眼见到家贼那不怀好意的一脸坏笑，持续了十年之久。长话短说就是「肯定没好事」「好事肯定轮不到我」，这才叫自知之明。最起码我对于号称迷宫地下城恶人谷的国际一流和谐宜居之都的了解，远比隔着网线无忧无虑生活在那阳光普照之下的祖国花朵民族希望们，要深刻得多。

这就扯到了另外一个话题，刨除那些假新闻，以及经过多方验证之后辟谣的几乎以假乱真的钦定真新闻，剩下的现实真相，各位认为是不是娱乐至死の色目逗哔炒作的那样，仅仅是「玩家」在「打游戏」呢？想必每个成年读者都有自己的判断，这次新时代王冠肺炎死了多少人，这次手抚后脑勺「蛙蛤蛤蛤工作失误了失误了」赔了多少钱，究竟是不是某个服务器某条内存当中的比特。

这就是选择这首插曲的含义。

顺便，关于中行神转折骚操作的讨论，截止到前一篇前半为止，匿名岛夷之上没有任何消息，国际化大都市「华语第一精日论坛」上面只有一条主题，倒是南直隶「远东第一体育论坛」绿帽一条街之上，哗哗涌现此起彼伏的帖子，其中不约而同提到了多少客户赔光家产欠一屁股债，并且「把老婆卖了都还不上」……哎，是不是和从足协主席到军委主席的高第良将家衙内的传闻对上了？专攻《水浒传》的色目文艺爱好者又该疯狂炒作划时代精品电视剧了吧？